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Michael S and Debbie live in South Carolina, USA. He was 47 when he was diagnosed on July 9, 2008. His initial PSA was 4.91 ng/ml, his Gleason Score was 6 and he was staged T2a. He is undecided as to his choice of treatment. Here is his story.

I've been out to the Yana site and read a bunch of stories... I've even e-mailed and received advice from about 15 Yana members - Thanks a lot guys!

I will say that one thing I have found interesting is that there didn't appear to be all that many guys that really struggled with the decision of which treatment option to take. It almost seems like most men got the information that was available and then made a decision (almost like their decision was a "no brainer"). As for me, I'm still undecided. I have narrowed treatment options down to either the Da Vinci surgery or Proton Beam therapy. I've seen a couple surgeons already and will be going down to Jacksonville (University of Florida Proton Therapy Institute) next week for a consultation.

Once I have the information, then the tough decision comes - and from what I see, it is a choice between two bad decisions! As I see it, the positive aspects of surgery are the "cure rate" and the options open to me if I happen to be in the 10% where the cancer comes back. On the negative side of surgery are the possible risks of surgery, pain after surgery, a 40% ED rate, and a 15% incontinence rate. As far as the proton goes, the positives are a high "cure rate", an incontinence rate of around 1%, a slightly better ED rate at around 28%, and it is a no pain/non-invasive option . On the negative side, are that I would have to be away from my work and family for two months and fewer options (and more complicated options) if I'm part of the 10% where the cancer comes back.

So, next week I'll have to make a decision based on all the bad options available to me (and I understand that these options are much better than they were even 5 years ago - but that doesn't make them "good options" just better :-))

 

UPDATED

October 2008

 

 

I had my consultation visit at the University of Florida Proton Institute last week. Beyond the tour and speaking with the doctor, I've now had two doctors stage me at T1c and two at T2a. I've also had another PSA test which was down to 2.2 (from an initial PSA of 4.91) and a free PSA test which came back as 10%.

As I wrote in my initial update, I had narrowed the choices down to robotic surgery or proton. I still think each has the positive and negative aspects indicated in my initial posting and even filled out a spreadsheet with all the positives and negatives and then weighted each according to how important each item was to me. With the lower PSA and a potential lower staging than my initial urologist's opinion, it seemed (to me at least) like surgery had even greater negatives (side effects) based on how early it appears my cancer was detected - as the odds of getting cancer again appears to go down for all options based on staging, PSA, Gleason score. So, I have selected to go with proton therapy to eradicate the cancer. I feel good about this option - but will admit that some of that feeling is just due to having the last 2+ months of indecision and research behind me. I will also admit that there is a small part of me that will always wonder if this is the right course - although I would have this feeling regardless of which option I picked (how do you "know" until it is over?). I guess I will be able to say it was definitely the right choice if I can update this site in 10 years cancer free because then I would have minimized any chance of serious side effects and eliminated the one major drawback to proton beam.

We will see :-) I also got information on a phase II trial going on which takes the treatment for low risk patients from 8 to 6 weeks! Now I have to bring a work proposal to my boss for the time I anticipate missing work!

Later: I've received approval from work to continue to work in a virtual manner while I'm down in Jacksonville, so that is a real blessing.

Michael's e-mail address is: mscharff@limestone.edu